I am the amazing cryptogirl. I am everything I won't tell you. I am every moment you don't see. I am full of beauty and harsh moments of true frailty. It is never what it is, nor what it appears to be. But the inbetween times where people are truly themselves. I am striving to be there. But it is not always so.


I am an angel. I am not really. I am trying as hard as I can to see how far it can go. I am on borrowed time. I am still not sure what I am doing. I am shaking. I am screaming. I have never let you as far in as I want to. And I don't know if I would even if I could. But I will never lie to you.


I am looking for the moment where you really see me. And where I don't care that you can.

I am in a place quietly smoking and wondering who I can get to follow me home. I am cryptic and violent and shiny and fun and weird and nerdy and smart and Dark and Brooding. I have 2 veves on my arm for now. I like to do stuff... lots of stuff and I don't like to feel like I am less than. I am in New Orleans as much by choice as by need. I can be an extremest. Some people drink coffee, I drink espresso. Things like that. I don't sleep much and I don't think I really need to. I have a hard time making friends, but I know people, I never know how it happens. I am twitchy about living, and can't get enough of life. I like to make weird things for people who may or may not like them. I don't really want you to follow me home, I don't know you. If you don't get it I am not going to try to explain it. And if you do get it, I'll give you a dollar.