This song is the song that Jonathan has been thinking about and singing to him self i guess. I kinda understand why though. I miss him so much. heres the lyrics.

My Dearest son, it's almost June
I hope this letter catches up with you
And finds you well
It's been dry
But they're callin' for rain
And everything's the same old same
In Johnsonville
Your stubborn old daddy
Ain't said too much
But I'm sure you know
He sends his love

And she goes on…
In a letter from home

I hold it up and show my buddies
Like…

"where'd u go, i miss u so, seems like its been forever since u been gone, please come back home." - if anyone knows me they know how close i am to jonathan and well this song has been making me think of him. And making me really miss him and wishing he was home.

Got a new job working in a casino now as a supervior so i like it alot helps me keep my mind busy. but i still find ways of thinking about life and how much i miss jon and want him to come back home.

"Swing Life Away"

Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you…

its amazing how fast things can change in a min. my bf is not able to come home for a while cause hes hurt which sucks and makes me wanna be there but i cant. And well one minute im not working and the next im working like nuts. whats next?himdark lightSweet Pandemonium

Sucks but its ok cause next week is my birthday and i dont have to work 1 day at all as of monday. Then i get paid thursday. And as of Sat im 21 and im going out and well having a few drinks then going out to my girls house and chilling. I cant wait. Then As of March 30th the Bf comes home and i can really be the happiest women alive. I miss him so much. I cant wait till i see him.All that i amBelieve

Ok my birthday is March 10th and i cant wait big 21. I promised Jonathan id be a good girl and thats what im going to be. I plan on chillen with 2 of my girls from training and then probably going to a movie or something and sleeping cause i got all week off from work. Well got to run. No it isn't Plus 44

i am going to go insane, seems like no matter what i do its never going to be good enough for my family. i just wish my family could see how happy music makes me. i use music to show my way of feeling at the time along with writing, and my family just downs me. I wish jonathan was home at least then i could talk to him, Oh well. Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisseslip gloss black

well i got home at 430 in the morning from my training on Sunday feb 24th and sitting on my desk was a letter from Jonathan. I really miss him so much right now i wish i could tell him but its hard when ur not allowed a cell phone in Marine Basic training. I dont care though just means ill see him sooner than anything. Oh well well i need to go get some things done.

ok just to give a lil low down on me, about who i am. My name is Laura Kipp im a 20 yr old mom, who enlisted into the army national guard in Oct of 2006 and well i got the next 7 years to go. I have a boyfriend who is in the Marines, and well i miss him very very much. I cant wait till i get to see him. And well honsetly cant wait till i get to meet his sister or mother either there both very wonderful people from what i know of them. I leave…

this artest has wrote some of the most beuatiful songs and sang some of the most wonderful music i can think of. Everytime i hear a song that reminds me of something in my life or in my past or even that is going on in my life right now. I eaither have a tear in my eye or the thought of wha it reminds me of in my mind. lately its been songs that remind me how much i love having jonathan in my life. And how much i love him. But i also have those songs that remind…